Title: The Sixth Extinction: The Ravings of a Madman





Author: Pattie





Rated: PG





Spoiler: The Sixth Extinction





Category: Missing Scene, After the Fact, MA, Mulder POV


 


Summary: What is Mulder thinking when he attacks Skinner? 





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Archive: After_the_Fact, Gossamer, any other nice home.


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Disclaimer: Mulder, Scully, Skinner and The X-Files


belong to Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen and Fox Studios.


I'm helping to baby sit them until the movie come out. 


However, I don't get payed and I intend no copyright


infringement.








Well, I was always considered a raving lunatic anyway.


Now people can say whatever they want.  Walter, I had no


other choice but to get aggressive with you.  There was 


no other way.





All the things I was hearing coming from other people's 


minds were not the cause. They were the necessity. It


hurt me to do it. I had to damn near strangle you to get


that message into your pocket.  Had to. I planned it.





They bought the uncontrollable bit, and you came in and 


saw me as I wanted you to see me. It was a hard act to put 


on. It pained me to put myself up for more ridicule.  


Better for you to see me this way than Scully, though. I 


cannot tell you that.





The haloperidol, with its muscle stiffness and the other 


side-effects is worth it. So is the blood I had to get 


from hurting myself.





You got my message. I know you are on my side, and I knew 


that when I was acting out. You came through for me. The


one man who could help you help me came through for all of


us.





You should be protecting Scully right now. God knows what 


is against her. So do I.





Whatever I need to endure to get out of this predicament, 


to get well, to make sure that all of us are okay in the


end, I will do.





If that means I'm a ranting, raving lunatic, so be it. It


will have been well worth any suffering I undergo to save


your lives.





I fear the worst is yet to come.  Just knowing everyone 


else is all right in the end will be worth it.





I know. I'm crazy. Just for now.





                


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